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Sunday, June 7, 2009 . 10:04 PM

went to church today, good message. met my aunt and uncle afterwards around two and went over to their place to slack around before meeting up with my sister, cousin and some relatives to visit another relative, though we found out in the end that she wasnt at home ( wasted trip ). went to popeyes at changi airport terminal one for dinner, super long queue there, probably caused there were only two counters and they took relatively long with the serving, then went home. anyway here's how the top i bought looks like.

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i apologise about the bluryness, but basically it has this hoody thing around the neck which isnt exactly a hoody, more like a scarf though its not a scarf; and there's two stripe things in front and one behind, just thought it seemed a little unique. anyway i'm feeling rather emo now so i guess thats it for today.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

that'll conclude today's post

Introduction



name's matthew, sixteen this year i'm a very emotional person, ignorant, lazy, self centered, persistant slacker, nonsensical and annoying, i dont keep up with the latest trends, fashion, catch phrases etc. and thats all you need to know

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