Friday, June 12, 2009 . 12:42 PM
august eveningsbring solemn warnings
to remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
these roads never seemed so long
since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
will daybreak ever come
who's gonna call on sunday morning
who's gonna drive you home
i just want one more chance
to put my arms in fragile hands
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
i'm rotting back home once again, went out with jav and ash to catch terminator salvation on wednesday at j8, not quite sure why people didnt really like it though, it was relatively alright to me, This Is John Connor, If You're Listening To This, You Are The Resistance. right so went to jalan jalan then makan, with loadsa nonsencial and funny talk while we were at it. sadly there were no eye candies either. there's an ant nest somewhere in my house thats starting to get on my nerves. DID you know that if you would take all the ants in the world and weigh them against all the elephants in the world, the ants outweigh the elephants by i think 50+ times to one, bet you didnt know that did you. that was just random, i would like to congratulate myself for actually managing to spend a fraction of my time to study for physics yesterday, there may be hope after all. so thats about it, see you when i see you.
Sunday, June 7, 2009 . 10:04 PM
went to church today, good message. met my aunt and uncle afterwards around two and went over to their place to slack around before meeting up with my sister, cousin and some relatives to visit another relative, though we found out in the end that she wasnt at home ( wasted trip ). went to popeyes at changi airport terminal one for dinner, super long queue there, probably caused there were only two counters and they took relatively long with the serving, then went home. anyway here's how the top i bought looks like.
i apologise about the bluryness, but basically it has this hoody thing around the neck which isnt exactly a hoody, more like a scarf though its not a scarf; and there's two stripe things in front and one behind, just thought it seemed a little unique. anyway i'm feeling rather emo now so i guess thats it for today.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
that'll conclude today's post
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 . 4:21 PM
I'M SLEEPY. i skipped class in the morning yet again today, i am so destined to retain. was on the comp for a bit before meeting jav and the rest at raffles place for the literature convention by this australian lecturer, Miss Anne Elgar at the uhm NTUC Centre at One Marina Boulevard. wasnt as packed as yesterday according to jav, ( i skipped yesterday's session ) and there were quite a lot of girls around as compared to the guys, i dont know maybe guys arent so much the literature type ?. anyway saw one of our primary schoolmates after the convention, think it was jane, whom i left a pretty bad impression of myself on. went to jalan jalan around looking for mac donalds with kenneth, joash jav sakthi and myself, and it took us forever to find one ( the entire OUB or UOB plaza i'm not too sure which cause i always get confused between the two, didnt even have a single mac donalds outlet so we went to the one at boat quay ) crapped and nonsensed alot, we experimented enveloping a cheeseburger pickle in salt and the result was mind blowing AND disgusting. slacked around at macs then went home. hope i have the drive to attend lessons tomorrow.PS : i'm terribly sorry, too lazy to post the pictures now, i'll probably post them tomorrow.
against all odds ? a miracle ?
clock's ticking and my faith's fading.
